blow away

January 19th, 2012

there’s a place I belong
a place I long to be
but you continue to blow away
and my emptiness never fades
never fills
in the drowning sounds of the night

I keep searching
for something I may never find
it’s just so much easier
living inside this lie
I keep telling myself
you’ll come home to me

hey hey if you can spare a little time to
stop my hands from shaking
stop my heart from breaking
stop my mind from raping my soul
stop blowing away
stop blowing away

and you blow away
blow away
blow away

I count every day that we’re apart
I count the minutes the seconds too
I count every tear I cry over you
it takes up all of my day
insecure lost alone abandoned
by you

and you blow away
blow away
blow away

and I keep searching
for something I may never find
it’s just so much easier
living inside this lie

and you blow away
blow away
blow away.

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too good for you

January 8th, 2012

it’s never been easy
being your last resort
being your last choice
but it’s making me stronger
and the longer I’m without you
the closer I am to making it through
the mess you’ve made of me

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behind her

January 7th, 2012

I’m right behind her
and I follow every memory
way too closely
as shiny sharp shards of my heart
cut me deeply but I’m not bleeding
she’s not waiting

I’m trying to dissolve the distance
I’m right behind her
I’m not closing in
losing ground quickly
maybe someone should just bury me
she’s not waiting

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