My Dearest Lyndsay,
We are less than a week from the arrival of our twin baby poets – they will most likely be born within the next couple of days. I know this pregnancy has been really hard on you and there have been times that you’ve wished nothing more than to have never become pregnant in the first place. I know you’re scared. I am too. Taking care of two newborn babies is not going to be easy at all. It’s going to be very difficult at times. And I’m not exactly sure how we will manage along with Meleia’s 3 year old demands, all of the bills and our loving relationship but I do know that I would not want to face these challenges with anyone else but you.
When I think about how crazy this house will be soon it really does frighten me. I’m not at ease with all of this as it may seem. Inside I have the same fears as you. The one thing that keeps me somewhat sane is the memory of our first day together; Kansas City Airport, the look on your young, frightened and shy face as you peered from behind your hands. Your beauty became even more real with your presence in front of me that day – a sexy and shy fragile girl that I would soon learn so much about and fall in love so deeply with. And the feeling of my heart beating so quickly as I came toward you through the crowd is as intense today as it was back then.
Everything we’ve made it through and all of our accomplishments together over the past 18 months gives me confidence that the next 18 months will be just as successful. We are a good team Lyndsay. Together we will always overcome life’s little bumps as long as we stay true to each other. I wake up everyday knowing this and will continue to as long as you’re by my side.
Please try to stay calm over these next few days and know in your heart that I will always be right here with you no matter what may come our way. You will never be alone and I will always take good care of our family. I love you so very much my sexy muse, my Miss Lyndsay Lane.
Forever,
dose.
