did you ever
find your reflection to be me
find yourself starring back at reality
find your thoughts in the strange light of
the day we made lifelong promises

hallucinations of us
I hear your voice around
I feel an intense presence of you inside
and you’re nowhere near
no you’ll never be here again

and I close my eyes
I close my heart
I clear my mind just to find
one lonely wish left deep inside
did you ever

and did you ever
wake up in a dream this mystified
hold onto my love just to survive
another day in the world
did you ever

and maybe we can do it all again
if we just lay here long enough alone
we’ll slowly become one
we’ll slowly mend the broken
under each others’ skin

baby did you ever
fight the darkness deep in you
put away the lies and live pure truth
just for a day where I wait
for you forever baby did you ever

and I close my eyes
I close my heart
I clear my mind just to find
one lonely wish left deep inside
did you ever.

did you ever?

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there’s a place I belong
a place I long to be
but you continue to blow away
and my emptiness never fades
never fills
in the drowning sounds of the night

I keep searching
for something I may never find
it’s just so much easier
living inside this lie
I keep telling myself
you’ll come home to me

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blow away :: © forever :: dosePoet.

it’s never been easy
being your last resort
being your last choice
but it’s making me stronger
and the longer I’m without you
the closer I am to making it through
the mess you’ve made of me

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