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my love for you

Thursday, March 4th, 2010

my love for you
will never be in question
and the words “I love you”
will always be worth mention
never used with discretion
as my true intention has only been
to simply love you -

share this feeling with the world

bleed a little lovely on blank pages.

and my love for you
is certainly
a sense of stability
as you know I’ll always take care of you
be your rock solid
be strong loving you
and I’ll never detour -

my heart’s just not willing to

my heart only holds you inside.

and you know these words
are as real as the connection
we both feel inside
inseparable now
souls sweetly intertwined
since this love life arrived
and warmed sweet old miseries -

cleared dreary haze

dried bitter tears.

yes baby my love for you
will never be in question
and the words “I love you”
will always be worth mention
never used with discretion
as my true intention has only been
to simply love you -

share this feeling with the world

bleed a little lovely on blank pages

bleed true

my love for you.

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forty-one

Thursday, February 18th, 2010

I awoke to another birthday today, one I thought I’d never see. Even when I was as young as 11 years old I told Mrs. Richardson (my school teacher at the time) that I wouldn’t see a birthday past forty. I remember this as clearly as it was yesterday; I told her to just ask Billy Joel, he’ll tell you that “only the good die young“.

Needless to say I’m still alive, kicking and very happy that I made it past forty as my life today is more blessed than it’s ever been. My Forever Love and Muse Miss Lyndsay Lane has become my soul reason for living. The births of Cade and Collin have made me see Clearer than I ever have and my Heart Miss Meleia Jean keeps my everyday of life more important than the last. I’m also very proud of my oldest boys Conner and Zachary – they’ve turned out to be such good men. I’d like to think I had a little to do with this although I was never around much for them.

Everything I make it through everyday wouldn’t be possible without my new family here in Iowa; Ted, Connie, Missy, Deb and John, Lori and Vern, the list goes on and on. These people are what make my world as Sunny as it is these days.

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I made it Mom and Dad. I’m still alive. I’m still kicking. Thank you. You’re both the main reason I am where I stand today. I’m not sure where this new year and new life will take me but I know that I’ll smile more than I’ll cry and this alone makes every breath I take worthwhile.

Yes Lyndsay, I know too that one day everything will be ok again between us. I do love you.

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“The life of a poet is a journey through self-insanity to a better tomorrow.” -dosePoet. [1969 -]

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nobody said

Friday, February 12th, 2010

nobody said
that the clouds would disappear
that the smoke would clear
and our do or die emotions
would survive another showdown
and sometimes life runs faster
than our hearts can
and we’d rather run the other way

and nobody said
our beauty would last forever
or our love would always surrender
for one another
and no we don’t have to fight
or try to save
anything anymore
here on the smooth naked floor

and nobody said
that the sun would shine through
dry our stormy tears
paint fake smiles on our faces
or lace our suicidal tendencies
with sweet strawberry dreams
and a little whip cream
no baby nobody said

and we can simply throw
everything away
burn these fucking feelings
and rip up the memories
into a little billion pieces
of nothing more
than our pure love yesterdays
here on the smooth naked floor -

no baby nobody said.

nobody said :: © forever :: dosePoet.

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