when my hearts wide open
my blood stains paper
writes an open book
about longing and the cold
that keeps growing
in this old broken soul
I’m not looking for escape
from this ruthless self-rape
of my mind no
it’s wide fucking open
and it’s real plain to see
it’s choking the life out of me
This is my first attempt at a news video… it’s a lame attempt, my apologies. Hopefully I’ll get better at it. Anyway, footage of Rukkus, Insane Jane and me reciting recent poetry… don’t laugh too hard at me. 
I live with regrets
and forever I wont forget
my mistakes my shame
they reside in my mind
where I waste all my time lately
letting my world fade away
I’ve wasted everything
all you gave me
I threw everything away
and I cant seem to show you
how I broke my own heart
and baby maybe it’s better I go
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