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last will and testament

Tuesday, September 20th, 2011

Please be reminded that these are merely words. No need to send police or little men in white coats with straight jacket. I fucking love you all. Enjoy.

this is my last will and testament
and it’s solely for your benefit
because I can’t live this way
I can’t go on wondering
if this broken heart will ever be healed
by you
and baby it’s time for me to go
I’m already so alone
and I don’t belong here anymore

and you can see my pain
but I wont let you touch it feel it
it’s wildly burning into suicide
and it’s time for me to go
I’m already so alone

this is my last will and testament
and it’s solely for your benefit
baby it’s so real this time you can taste it
on the tip of your tongue
bleeding right into your dreams
taking over the cold in your soul
I’m shimmering and fading away again
I’m already so alone
and I don’t belong here anymore

this is my great escape
a resting place where I can wait for you
for the right time to tell you
baby I told you I cant live without you
I’m already so alone

and this is my last will and testament
it’s pure fucking benefit
and I don’t expect you to understand
I’m just not much of a man
without you
I creep slow and swallow death whole
and my feelings don’t erase me
because I’m already so alone

and you can see my pain
but I wont let you touch it feel it
it’s wildly burning into suicide
and it’s time for me to go
I’m already so alone -

this is my last will and testament

there’s nothing left to leave you

just words and memories

it’s time for me to go

I’m already so alone

my love I finally leave you

alone.

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the better times

Sunday, April 3rd, 2011

life’s too much to think about sometimes
too much to drink about
when you’re not sure who you are
or where you’re going anymore
but it’s just perfect anyway
mystery will lead the way
once again

a cocktail of loneliness and madness
and a photo of you to stare at
it’s the way I remember
the better times
the excitement of it all
the love written on the walls
all around us

and somehow we burned it all down
we fucked it all up
just for the thrill of it
just to live through it
but it’s just perfect anyway
we can erase the wasted
light fire to the jaded

we really know what it’s like
not too many people can say
that they’ve felt this kind of fire
down under up over
all over each other
the excitement of it all
the love written on the walls

a cocktail of loneliness and madness
and a photo of you to stare at
it’s the way I remember

the better times.

the better times :: © forever :: dosePoet.

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here I fucking go again

Friday, June 12th, 2009

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