everyday is a battle
in my mind where I find
you perfectly naked white
smooth delicious temptation
and every bit of my frustration
crowds me
bleeds me out of
bleeds me into
another fantasy with you
you’re bent over
you look back at me
you simply scream
you just cant believe
what’s happening to you
I’m not even sure
how I do what I do
how I please you
so perfectly
everyday is a battle
there’s a hole in my heart
we’re so far apart
there’s no feeling
there’s no home
just the taste of your dreams
and it seems
I don’t want to sleep again
I’m scared to close my eyes
we shared the best times
we shared the bad times
we battled
we settled for less
we wanted so much more
my tears are my words in a puddle
on your bedroom floor
and I bleed into
what I can never have
everyday is a battle
it’s my last smile
you push away
I pull you near
but baby maybe it’s just destiny
that everything blew up
so I could break down
so I could run away again
start over and over and over
you’re on your knees
you look up at me
you simply smile
and I fucking scream
in ecstasy
baby what’s happening to me
I’m not even sure
how you do what you do
god how I love you
so perfectly -
and everyday is a battle
we’re full fucking throttle
I cant keep up with you
I cant win the battle
I’m headed back to the bottle
I cant win the battle
I cant win the battle
everyday is a battle
with you.





